Faith

Tired

2008-09-26T15:42:00.003+08:00

Back to post again.... I'm currently in the bad mood since the r/s wid my loved one had nt been stable for the past 1 yr 1 mth.. I alwayz wanted to haf his attention,love and trust... Somehow,i had betrayed him abit and he still dun believe me after i once explained to him... Recently,i had been gg thru depression and too tired to thinx wad had been gg on.. E worse thing is I alwayz break down easily in front of my loved one(wid him alone - depend on the mood ) and 2 close friends of mine....

Also,i feel tt some of my friends had drifted apart frm me... Did nt do anything wrong to them..Pissed off

E onli person i onli turn to is GOD... Trust HIM all the times and pray to HIM everyday.... GTG

Holis sian

2008-09-24T23:34:00.004+08:00

It've been awhile tt i did nt update blog...Last mon, went to mit my gf at bedok interchange..We both went to SAC to visit our HI friends...Off to TM to makan lunch...Reached home almost 5.35pm... Did nth much during tis period...

Stomach Cramp

2008-09-20T13:55:00.003+08:00

Ytd, it was my loved one's mum's b'day and i alwayz wanted to celebrate her b'dy wid both of them....Anyway, did nt manage to celebrate after asking him a few times.... Doing nth at home..Supposed to go for BGR course but also nt interested... And if i go there, sure tt i will break down..

Today,woke up at 10++am..Got cramp....FUCKING pain.... Sian...

HAiz

2008-09-19T12:53:00.001+08:00

Nth to do tis morning...A friend of my parents' came to my hse to visit my bro and she bought 3 box of Honey Stars (my fav)... ^^....

Sian

2008-09-18T22:00:00.004+08:00

Doin nth e whole day except using com... Did nt expect the person to be unfair, onli thinx of himself...Can't be bothered wid tis person...Wasted my breathe on telling him off.... I am tired of everything....

Holidayz time

2008-09-18T14:52:00.003+08:00

Holis has started frm today until 12 Oct....HAHA...Will be having upcoming events like class chalet, church camp etc... Thanx Max for telling me early tt no nid to go to sch as we've finished module 11... Ytd, Mr Lee got announced abt it and i nvr hear coz the class so noisy and everyday i hear the same vulgar language (**** U liaoz)....Somehow, tis word may addicted to me and i alwayz scold my ex in tt word when i am in the bad mood... =X... I realised tt i've hurt him alot frm the day we got into BGR... Slapped him and scolded at him for no reason (vent anger on him)....All these things i do to him - will rmb coz i haf been guilty... :(

I gonna to change my life and attitude...

Thx Max for bringing me smile....

Moody

2008-09-17T09:33:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 6.55am to get ready to go to sch... Had a tiff wid my loved one in sms although he did nt reply as I sent him 2 msgs the nite b4... I ended up scolding him in long msg... Still waiting for him to reply... I guess tat i've hurt him once more than b4... :(

What Is Emotional Healing?
Psalm 147:3

The Central Truth:
God desires to deal with the hurts and wounds of your life. He not only wants to heal you but He wants to change you. He wants to remove the sinful, negative emotions from your life and produce in you positive godly emotions.

The Outline For Your Study:

Emotional healing is the seeking of God for the healing of damaged emotions and the cultivation of godly, positive emotions. It is asking God to remove the past pain and change your responses to that pain. The Bible reveals four basic facts about emotional healing. You are seeking to drain away the poison of past hurts and resentment and then replace it with the fruit of the Spirit. These four basic facts are crucial for the right understanding of God’s emotional healing. These four basic facts are:

The Source of Emotional Healing - God
(Hebrews 11:6).

The Confrontations In Emotional Healing –
Damaged Emotions (Psalm 147:3).

The Goal Of Emotional Healing – The Fruit of
The Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23).

The Degrees Of Emotional Healing
(Ephesians 4:31-32).

Trust God For Emotional Healing
Selected Scripture

The Central Truth:
God has revealed a variety of truths in His Word to build your faith for healing. These truths can encourage you to trust God for His transforming work in your life. You are to know these truths, receive them, cling to them, and believe them.

The Outline For Your Study:

The Word of God says in Romans 10:17, “So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.” The Word of God reveals several reasons to stir and encourage your faith to lay hold of God for His healing:

God has revealed Himself as the Healer.
(Exodus 15:26; Psalm 147:3; Psalm 34:18; Psalm 108:8, 13).

God desires to create wholeness in your life.
(Luke 19:10; Luke 4:18).

Satan seeks to hurt and wound people emotionally.
(1 Peter 5:8; John 10:10).

Jesus has come to give abundant life
(John 10:10; Galatians 5:22-23).

The condition of your heart determines your lifestyle(Proverbs 4:23).

God desires that your emotions glorify Him
(1 Corinthians 10:31).

Salvation brings change into a person’s life
(2 Corinthians 5:17).

Applying The Truth To Your Life

What Biblical reason encourages you the most to believe and pray for God’s emotional healing? Why?

The devil wants to cause as much damage as possible in your life. He would love to turn you into an emotional wreck. How has the devil attacked your emotions?

What sinful, negative emotions have gained ground in your life? What fruit of the Spirit do you need to cultivate in your life to counter these?

God wants to grant healing in your life that your emotions might honor Him. Have your emotions honored God in the past? Have your emotional responses to people and situations glorified God?

Coming to Christ was the beginning of a process – a process of change. How does God want you to change your emotional life?
Seeking The Healer

The purpose of this study was to provide you with biblical truths to build and strengthen your faith in God. It is through the Word of God that we receive the faith to trust God for His healing in our lives.

When people are faced with a serious or debilitating illness, they often consider supernatural healing or faith healing as the final option. Our expectations for divine healing are often placed in a variety of sources which present themselves as the only hope for a miraculous recovery. Some individuals will pursue the avenue of faith healers or those professing to have an “ability to heal.” Objects such as handkerchiefs, religious icons, or pilgrimages to holy sites are said to offer hope to those in desperate circumstances.
When faced with intense suffering, we may even be tempted to doubt the character of God. “Why is my pain unending and my wound grievous and incurable? Will you be to me like a deceptive brook, like a spring that fails?” (Jeremiah 15:18).
Others try to encourage us by confirming that “all things work together for good to those who love God” (Romans 8:28). Yet our suffering presents our greatest challenge to our faith. At some point we may even blame God for allowing our pain to continue. Or we may ask ourselves, “How much more faith do I need to be healed?”

“It was good for me to be afflicted so that I might learn [God’s] decrees” (Psalm 119:71).

Faith Healing – The End Result

Healing is an act of unmerited mercy from a sovereign God. We do not put faith in faith itself (or men or objects), but rather in the grace and mercy of Jahveh-Ropheka, “God the Healer.” There is no doubt that Jesus cares deeply for us -- He suffered and died so that we could live forever in God’s love. His healing doesn’t follow a process that would seem logical to us. Jesus healed blind eyes by applying mud, made from “divine spittle” (John 9:6–7)!

Jesus was often unconventional, raising a dead widow’s son out of compassion, not because of her faith (Luke 7:13). Faith is not something we need to “conjure up” in order to be healed. God is ultimately in control of healing. Whatever the outcome, God is always with those who suffer and He understands their every pain and need. The cross reminds us that God always cares. God is offering us a wholeness that is even more perfect than physical or emotional healing. Perfect health is waiting for us in the resurrection. “Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all” (2 Corinthians 4:16–17).

Prayer for Peace

A prayer for peace may be used to petition God for world peace or for personal inner peace when your own life is troubled. The world’s long history has been full of wars for land, power, and even in the name of peace. Most civilized people want an inner peace toward happiness and care-free lives. The Bible provides verses addressing both issues with the promises, instruction, and prophecies of God.

Prayer for Peace - Personal PeaceIt is human nature to worry, become fearful, or desperate when one’s life is in excessive turmoil. But Philippians 4:6-7 says, “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God’s peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.” Some other verses regarding personal peace are:

Live in Peace (Mark 9:50)
Jesus overcomes trials and sorrows (John 16:33)
Peace is a fruit of the Holy Spirit (Galatians 5:22-23)
Christ gives peace and rest to all who come to him in faith (Matthew 11:28-30)
Jesus gives us peace of mind and heart (John 14:27)
Jesus is the Prince of Peace (Isaiah 9:6)

Prayer for Peace – Relying on Jesus. Jesus overcomes the world with all of its pain, wars, and evil because He is the Prince of Peace. It is through Him that we can pray and know that those who walk uprightly will enter into peace (Isaiah 57:2). “If your sinful nature controls your mind, there is death. But if the Holy Spirit controls your mind, there is life and peace” (Romans 8:6). Jesus has offered us a way to peace regardless of circumstances; we must decide daily which way to follow.

“Lead me from death to life, from falsehood to truth. Lead me from despair to hope, from fear to trust. Lead me from hate to love, from war to peace. Let peace fill our heart, world, our universe.”

God Help Me – Getting Rid of Fear and Anger

Each one of us has a particular level at which our emotions overflow and we cry out, “God help me!” We may have just received disappointing results to a medical test or some devastating news from a family member. Our emotions are a mess! We don’t know if we’re angry, panicked, scared, fearful of the future. . .we do know that we can’t continue on our own strength.

Sometimes these emotions are too much for us to handle and they spill onto others. When first diagnosed with cancer, I was fearful of going blind. I vented anger at my caretakers. Did you ever notice that fear and anger are siblings? Harsh words are exchanged between individuals, fearing betrayal in their relationships. Fear concerning a medical test generates anger when cancer is confirmed. It doesn’t even matter if the anger/fear is clearly justified . . . it still continues to ferment.

Destructive fear (worry, panic, suspicion) is generated from anticipation of the unknown. We all like to be in control of our circumstances. (And doesn’t it just make you angrier when you can’t be in control?) But when I compared my minimal human capabilities to that of an all-knowing, all-powerful, all-present God, I surrendered my control. Suddenly my fears (and anger) diminished (Psalm 131:1-2).

God Help Me – Finding a Life That’s Worth Living.

When you cry out, “God help me,” do you believe that there is a more fulfilling life ahead? A relationship with a dedicated and loving Heavenly Father changes your worldview from a temporary to an eternal perspective (2 Corinthians 4:17-18). The relationship that you develop through knowing God’s Son, Jesus Christ, as your Lord and Savior renews you mentally and physically.

You can’t change the world around you until you change your world. We can choose to live in disobedience to God’s plans -- living in sin (Romans 3:23). Or we can ask for forgiveness and thank Jesus Christ for sacrificing His life as payment for our sins.

“This includes you who were once so far away from God. You were his enemies, separated from him by your evil thoughts and actions, yet now he has brought you back as his friends. He has done this through his death on the cross in his own human body. As a result, he has brought you into the very presence of God, and you are holy and blameless as you stand before him without a single fault" (Colossians 1:21–22).

By accepting Jesus as Lord of our lives we are born again -- members of God’s family -- with the guarantee of eternal life in heaven. “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life” (John 3:16).

God Help Me – Making the Right Choice

God is eager to help you (Romans 5:6-11). He loves you so much and doesn’t want you to go through this trial alone.

All you need to do is believe. Pray a simple, sincere prayer: “Heavenly Father, I believe Your Son Jesus Christ died on the cross for my sin and was raised from the dead. I confess and ask forgiveness for my sins. Thank You for forgiving me and loving me. Help me to live a new life that pleases You, as a new creation in Christ Jesus. Sustain me through this circumstance. It is bigger than me and I can’t do it without You. In Jesus’ name, amen.”

Healing Prayers – Can I receive healing from God?

Perhaps you are faced with a disease or terminal illness and you are looking for healing prayers. You desire to cry out to God for healing! It is usually our hopelessness that compels us to seek a supernatural source to alleviate our serious illness or disease. For most, it is a pattern of self-sufficiency, medical technology, and ultimately a cry for God to heal us miraculously. God heals because that is His pattern for revealing His nature through His Son. With compassion, Jesus chose to touch the festering sores of the leper (Matthew 8:3). He showed mercy as He touched the crusted lids of blinded eyes (Matthew 9:29).

In receiving healing from God, we must earnestly desire to touch Him as well. “People brought all their sick to him and begged him to let the sick just touch the edge of his cloak, and all who touched him were healed” (Matthew 14:35–36).

Healing Prayers – Can I receive healing from God if my faith is great enough?

Every individual has the ability, through healing prayers, to express faith -- the belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing. You express faith in the car manufacturer who installs your brakes, faith in the architect who designs your office building, and faith in intangibles like gravity, solar heat, or a promise. “Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” (Hebrews 11:1). Biblical faith is determined by 1) reliance upon God rather than man and 2) confidence in the unseen power of God.

Exercising our faith in the area of healing may involve unconventional behavior. The Bible tells of a woman who had been bleeding for twelve years (Mark 5:25–34). She knew that her condition would cause Jesus to be unclean under Jewish law if she touched Him. Yet she reached out in faith and was healed immediately as “Jesus realized that power had gone out from him” (Mark 5:30). Genuine faith requires action. However, faith is not something we must “conjure up” enough of in hopes that God will heal us. Ultimately, it is God who chooses whether or not we will be healed. For most people facing pain and possible death dramatically changes their lives. For some, dreams are shattered, relationships broken, and despair consumes their hearts. For others, new dreams are found, relationships strengthened, and hope takes over their hearts. A grieving and pleading father fell at the feet of Jesus. Jarius’ 12-year-old daughter had just died. Why bother Jesus now? Jesus tells the father not to be afraid . . . to just believe.

With compassion, Jesus takes the dead girl by the hand and restores her to life (Mark 5:35–43). We must place our faith in the person of Jesus, the source of all hope and His promise of everlasting life. God knows best.

Healing Prayers – Can I receive healing from God every time?

The answer is definitely “Yes!” God can heal every sickness that leads to our ultimate death. But does God choose to heal us every time? No. He may heal us as a result of prayer. He may heal through simple procedures, through a surgeon’s trained hand, or He may heal us in a way that we can’t explain medically. God’s healing for each of our lives transcends our temporal perspective of pain and death. His will, or divine plan, for our lives is for this earthly tent to be exchanged for an eternal heavenly dwelling that never suffers the effects of sin’s decay (2 Corinthians 5:1–2). For children of God, there is ultimate healing for each of us.

As children of God, our healing prayer can be: “Heavenly Father, You are intimately aware of the struggle I am experiencing -- the pain and the despair. You know the desire of my heart to be healed of this illness. I ask now for Your healing touch. I know that You are able and that just like in Bible times, You can heal me. “I also understand that You will chose what is best for me. I pray that through this trial, I will draw close to You -- that You will be my comfort and strength. I pray that ultimately, whatever happens, You will be glorified through me. I pray this in Jesus’ name, amen.”

Tired

2008-09-16T13:34:00.003+08:00

Ytd,my bro was discharged from hospital...My parents' church friends came to my hse to visit him although they lived the nxt block... Nth much to say abt ytd except studying, slacking and resting

Today, quite ok..Still waiting for my classmates to come for PC lesson....So sian sian... Later will be ending class at 3pm....

Heb 11:1 NKJVNow faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Lord, today, this above all I pray for. You know my heart, Lord, and therefore you know that I long for stronger faith with all my heart and soul. I ask you to grant me the conviction of my true, innermost belief. I need that conviction to be powerful, to overcome the tricks of doubt that come unwanted into my mind. I ask, Lord, that you show me the way to true faith
Lord, I ask you to grant me the power to keep Your word in my heart. And Jesus foremost in my life so that I might fight the good fight. God, I know that prayer is my lifeline to You. My means of communicating with You. I know that You want me to really speak to You. To openly communicate my thoughts, hopes, fears, dreams, wants and needs. I ask that you help me to communicate with You well. Give me the strength to overcome thoughts of unworthiness that prevent me from being completely open to You. Help me to pray thankfully and with an appreciative heart. Above all, Father, help me to pray with faith.
Help me not to be selfish in my prayers. To pray for others before myself. Give me the wisdom to praise You at all times and to work today as if working for Your glory. To do my very best today selflessly.

In Jesus, my saviors name, Amen

Tired day

2008-09-13T21:37:00.004+08:00

Ytd, went to hospital in the afternoon since no sch the whole day....Slacking there, doing nth..Waited for my loved one to come and visit my bro.... He came at ard 4+pm and most of the time, he and i toked much,bullied each other...Left the place at ard 5.15pm...Supposed to take bus...He insisted to take taxi and expected me to tell the driver to go BM...He went to KFC and i went to go CG's office to tok tok, makan dinner wid her.... Went for LOS....My loved one left halfway as he got something on.... I was lyk -_-''....So i decided to stay on without him.... Lesson have nt complete finished... Actualli,i was alreadz tired when i entered the church... Went for supper wid a small grp of friends nearby.... Chatted until 11.20pm...Waited for the bus....Damn long.... Can take bus no. 132 also.. Alreadz missed twice and i insisted to wait for the bus no. 153 and tot tt it was faster than bus no. 132... Reached home at 12.40am

Tis morning,woke up late almost noon...Totally damn tired...Went to makan lunch cum breakfast... Went to hospital...Slept there again...Left the hospital wif dad at abt 2.30pm...Went home to do some rest...Use com and watch tv.... Gtg nw..

Surrender

Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. Luke 9:23(NIV)

Can we give up all for the love of God? When the surrender of ourselves seems too much to ask, it is first of all because our thoughts about God Himself are paltry. We have not really seen Him; we have hardly tested Him at all and learned how good He is...In our blindness we approach Him with suspicious reserve. We ask how much of our fun. He intends to spoil,how much He will demand from us, how high is the price we must pay before He is placated.
If we had the least notion of His loving-kindness and tender mercy.His fatherly care for His poor children,His generosity,His beautiful plans for us,if we knew how patiently He waits for our turning to Him, how gently He means to lead us to green pastures and still waters. how carefully He is preparing a place for us, how ceaselessly He is ordering and ordaining and engineering His Master Plan for our good-- if we had any inkling of all this, could we be reluctant to let go of our smashed danelions or whatever we clutch so fiercely in our sweaty little hands?

Thank God for bringing me through the dumps of this week. Took a long walk home but it was good. I know that God is good even though things are still as it is. I will trust in Him not because I can see how things will turn out well in the end, but because of who He is. This I will have to remind myself for I know how easily I can get down with despair. Yet life is much more than relationships and having glory at work, there is still the salvation of my family and friends and even more am I drifting away from God because of my disappointment because things do not turn out as hoped. Even if I am given what I have hoped for, will I draw closer to Him or further? Good Lord, thank You for accepting me as I am, thank You for willing to be my God even though I am unworthy. By Your grace, let me be what I have asked You to make me to be. Hold me close for I fall easily. That I can give thanks and praise You even in times of lack because of Your love for me.Why are you cast down, Oh my soul?And Why are you disquieted within me?Hope in God for I shall yet praise Him, for the help of my countenance and My God (Psalms 42:11)This is not because I am super godly or holy because i am not. For those who have seen me at my worst and iciest, they will know. But I want you to know that God is not just God of the summer rain, He is God of the winter nights as well, for both good times or hard times, He is Lord. And only He is worthy to stake your life on, no matter where or how you stand.Yes, I stumble and fall, the faith grows frail and cold, but Jesus is still faithful. God is a faithful God.: ). Strangely, the many things that have been depressing to me , have somehow been faded. Perhaps it is because you know that you suddenly realise that no matter how bleak the future is, God still loves you and remembers you. That itself is the greatest reason to continue. Even if no one remembers my name, even if I am forgotten with time, God is still there with me.That is the love of God...and this i will pen down here lest I forget.

In bible say, all things are possible for God who strengthern you. I believe I can make it.. I will determinded my goal if I got a will to do it.. I believe that God will help me whatever I do..

Slack slack

2008-09-11T14:07:00.003+08:00

Tis morning,woke up coz of stomach ache.... Went to hospital to visit my bro b4 gg to sch... He looked so much better than the last few days.... Followed dad to go to town coz he go ard Singapore to work and somehow, i abit disturbing someone.. LOL.... Tis person haf no guts to tell my dad abt me disturbing him at work.... "Boo Boo".... Supposed to order my favourite drink frm him but dad said so expensive... I was lyk -_-''....Ended up getting "Boo boo" frm someone... Supposed to slack there until 1pm... Ended up following dad to makan lunch out of town, he bought me to makan macdonald nearby my sch there.... Nw, using com in sch... Sian sian...

Damn Tired

2008-09-10T20:05:00.003+08:00

Today,ended class early at almost 3pm coz we all do class test... Test quite nt bad and can able to do the most of the questions.... Went to library to read newspaper...Reached home to do some ironing....Watched tv until 6.30pm... Out again to makan dinner..... Back home again to watch tv ...

The Beauty Of Forgiveness

Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you.
Ephesians 4:32 (NIV)

There are times when the Spirit of God pricks my conscience, and I am horrified by the selfishness in my own life. Yet my sin is the basis of my love for God. How could I not love the one who forgave so much?
When I look at those who hurt me, I cannot help but think of how richly my life has been saturated with forgiveness. And when i extend my hand in mercy, the sweet aroma of God's grace wrafts over those around me, and they are blessed too
If a secret sin haunts your life,confess it today -- and be surprised by the incredible wealth of God's forgiveness.
If you have witheld forgiveness in order to nurse an old wound, know that you can find healing and release in that same wealth.
Finally,if there is some sin you cannot forgive yourself,remember that if God can forgive, so can you.
Forgive - and let God surprise you with His AMAZING LOVE!!!!!

Tired

2008-09-10T10:45:00.001+08:00

Ytd,after sch,went to City Hall to pass Johnny the smallpaper regarding hospital staying ward my bro in....Headed to hospital..my bro's condition is the same but looked a bit better. Slacked there,doing nth... Left there at 9.40+pm... Do own stuff at home.. Slept at 11.30+pm...

Nw, in sch, doing work...

Back

2008-09-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

Back frm sch... Tis morning, slpt during lesson...Was damn tired...Did nt slp well last wk......... Teacher and a few classmates were interested to learn sign language and i taught them simple one... One of them was very funny and went to show to other classmates in sign language "I love You" and "I Hate You"... LOL....

For ytd, after church..Bought some church friends to visit my 2nd bro in the hospital...Saw my relatives in the hospital... He looked so weak and juz onli smiled at my friends when i bought them in pair as they dun allowed so mani ppl to enter the room at one go except Johnny .....He onli toked and use a bit of sign language abit to Johnny and i interperted to Johnny in sign language fully coz he had met Aaron b4 and they were ex colleagues.... Somehow, looking at my bro had made me hurt... Also, i can see Johnny looked very hurt when he saw Aaron in this state... Went out for dinner wid friends at Novena... Went home almost 10+pm....

Also quarrelled wid Johnny abit .... =X

Pain

My heart throbs, my strength fails me; and the light of my eyes, even that has gone from me. My loved ones and my friends stand aloof from my plague; and my kinsmen stand afar off. Those who seek my life lay snares for me; and those who seek to injure me have threatened destruction, and they devise treachery all day long. Psalm 38:10-12 (NASB)

Pain is a part of the human life. It has many forms, and different people experience it differently. For some people, the presence of pain in thw world is a significant problem for their faith. Pain's existence is not something God chooses to explain fully to us. However, how we should respond to it is made clear through the Scriptures.

First, we should be loving and compassionate toward other people who are in pain. No one's pain is irrelevant or unimportant. Judging the level of someone's suffering on a pain-o-meter and treating that person with that much compassion isn't right. Just because you think your day was worse than your loved one's doesn't mean you shouldn't give him/her a chance to talk about his/her problems.

Second, one must have a proper attitude toward God. We have all asked God, "Why is this happening to me?" While anger with Him is natural at times,we must also remember that He is loving Father and there is a bigger reason for the pain that we are suffering.....

Many Things Happened Recently

2008-09-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

Mani things had happened recently.... Firstly, my 2nd bro admitted to hospital 2 wk ago as he got Appendicitis... Discharged last sunday...Tis time round, supposed to go to hospital to remove stitches today but ended up hospitalised again, something wrong wid his stomach... Coz he vomitted last nite b4 i came back frm church.... Secondly, had a big quarrell wid someone over some personal matter last weekend although it was nt my fault... Will nt mention it since it alreadz made me more frustrated..Somemore, we've nt completely settled tis problem last nite...Still upset over tis problem... Told me everything in our life, past and still want me to change my life... Still thinking wad someone had told me abt tis life.....

Gnats and Grace

When they kept on questioning him, he straightened up and said to them, "If any one of you is without sin, let him be the first to throw a stone at her." John 8:7 (NIV)

Do you overlook your own faults while putting other people's faults under a microscope? It's easy to do. Jesus even talked about this kind of human behavior when He said to the Pharisees, "You strain out a gnat, but swallow a camel." In other words, they were fretting over everyone's else's minor infractions of the law,while ignoring their own major ones. Jesus said something similiar to His disciples and the people gathered to hear Him speak one day. He said, "First takt the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother's eye." Again, loosely translated it means, "Clean up that pile of debris you've shoved under your own bed before you criticize the pencil that rolled under your brother's or sister's ."
When it comes to other people's faults,we must look at them as we would want Christ to look at our faults-through the eyes of grace....

Gtg nw to visit my bro.. Will update when i'm back.....

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Back frm hospital......My bro's result alreadz out.... His stomach got infection after the operation.... My relatives went to hospital to visit my bro once they received the call from my mum this morning.... My bro kept vomitting non-stop..... Secondly, he still on tube to the stomach, clearing all the bacteria into the container provided by the hospital for 2-3 days.... When i see that, i feel wanna to puke out.... So disgusting.... Well... the photos were kept in his handphone... Probably will update the photos in few days times..... Pls pray for him to be healed....